i never update

Okay so i dont update because Amy is a nazi bitch and eats all the cookies.... also doesn't allow me to use the computer... she's currently asleep.

For those of you who are keeping track: i will be 20 at exactly 11.40am *central daylight time* on friday, July 22nd. I am saying this is a big birthday because it ends in a 0.
Official gifts include: hollister gift cards, target gift cards, starbucks gift cards... i prefer gift cards at this moment because i really have no clothes (and my new apt doesnt have a washer and dryer, so i need more than i had before). I need target ones for things i need once i move up there (that i either broke, lost, had stolen or never bought in the first place because i could use a roommates), and starbucks because... i dont ever get to sleep!

I have had exactly 3 hours of sleep since i woke up at 3pm on friday. these hours were by no means consecutive early sunday morning. new puppies are too needy.

I have been trying to get so much money together for random shit, it's unreal. i have school to pay for, books to pay for, i have to magically pay my security deposit and first month's rent in like... 2 hours from now? they just need it by the end of the week, actually. to find out tonight that my friend needed a roommate or something? (a boy, but eh, it's on the east side of campus, closer to my classes than the apt which would be on the west side=sucks a lot when it starts to get cold in winter) I'm just kinda over this adult thing... even though it's not my money, this means i have to like... kiss ass and clean the nasty house *dogs are gross, shave them*. 4 dogs, a cat, we had the kids this weekend as well.

I miss Tally, i want to go home!

Also, a little aside: though i am completely broke, if anyone could please send spare change so nikki can come home? she doesnt need to be up in PA anymore. If you could scrape together enough for her to pay out of state tuition to FSU, that would be better than her getting enough to go back to UT... we dont want to spoil the child... just get her out of the blizzards and get her an education... because she is just crazy enough to become a drain on society otherwise... not quite crazy enough to bite you if you walk past her cardboard box (or so i believe...). so please, contribute to this worthy cause. your contributions are tax-deductible. so please, give today!

*note: if you seriously do give me spare change i will send her a check for the money, and i'll even steal the stamp myself so this charity will not be lost through administrative costs.*